In the Life of a Squirrel

It is just another random day, I'm sick still but I wont really complain to people, they're sick of hearing it. Apparently I dont look as sick as I feel, that's all well with me. I've got canker sores across my tongue, and oh what fun they are. I still cant eat. I did go to the ER and got some nice little pink medicine that numbs my mouth. It doesnt last long but enough to make life a little tolerable.

So see, if Im a bitch please just live with it. Im in a lot of pain right now. ALOT ok? I cant help it that Im sick. And I am downright tired of saying that fucking line. Yes. Vicki is wearing out.

Big surprise that is eh? The physco chick is actually losing it lol. Actually I just need these sores to heal up awfully fast. I want to eat. Im tired of chugging gatoraid. Anyways I am getting alot of the book that Eric lent me read. Im actually really really liking them. Maybe its being so damn sick, maybe Im actually changing styles again in my reading but I like them. Hmmm, anyways.

I miss him. I hopefully will get to see him tomorrow though Ill be one hell of a horrible girlfriend. All tongue gross, groggy, and wierdish. I know, I am weirdish, Im sleeping with my shades shut so that I can sleep and the sleep is doing me good. Good good sleep.

I just need Eric, seriously people I feel so much better when Im curled up with him, him nuzzling my neck with his arms wrapped around me while I sleep. Any of you who has a boyfriend/girlfriend knows what I mean. Sure, friends work well too but theres nothing like having that ONE special person hold you tight and plant good dreams in your mind while you sleep.

Gosh I need to get better soon

Current Location: slumped at my desk
Current Mood: sick
Current Music: nothing thank god

Yeah folks yet another boring day where I sat in school felt horrible and was bored. If you couldnt tell. I havent felt good so if I screech at you and you want to hit me um mentally do it but I do feel bad. School is just boring and I never sleep enough lol.

Excuses I know.
SIGHS
Im still bored lol

My puppy bit my lip
and my ear
and my cheek
and my arm

Well anyways the positive must search for positive...

I went home before aerobics, of course I missed dance which means Ill have to drag through step tomorrow....

Want to read more of eric's book but want to type on more of mine....

Maybe Ill brainstorm tonight

HAHAHAHA SIKE YEAH RIGHT
Brainstorming is out of the question roight now, I need *no more chiken nuggets I made myself sick on them today and no more cheetos*

Heres my list of things I cant eat this week
Spagetti Os
Cheet Os
dark chocolate

So yes, fluish is bad, rainish is good and sleep is a rare delicacy which I WILL FEAST ON TONIGHT YAHOOO

Obviously it shows I either need more braincells or sleep, lol hmmm some might argue I need both

LIKE ME I ARGUE THAT POINT
ok anyway

AND TO EVERYONE WHOSE SAID IT THIS WEEK NOTE THE FOLLOWING PAID ANNOUNCEMENT

I AM NOT BI-POLAR
I AM DIABETIC W/ HIGH SUGARS

therefore

I AM MOODY

(paid for by the council of Gray Squirrel For Queen)

Wow I needto seriously sleep
GOODNIGHT

Current Location: at my desk where else?
Current Mood: drained
Current Music: Nuthin

Well it's been a while since I've written and I sincerly apologize.  It's a busy time with this being Senior Year and blah blah ..... blah.  Yuppers, I'm just sitting around today eating a lot of meat and chocolate.  I can't seem to stop wanting chocolate and meat.  Its ANNOYING, and yes drinking sparkling water flavor of strawberry YUM.  I cant wait to go spend time with Eric on monday.

Homecomming was yesterday and I can't help but say I felt a little left out at school.  Everyone being so physced about it. Aerobics was step and it actually felt good for once. *little sigh*  I skipped the assembly completely with Erinn and Ryan cause I didn't feel like listening to royalty and all that crud.  They dropped me off at Erics and I had a good time.  We watched movies, frolicked around <---not sex guys,  and walked to leppinks and back.  Then we slept, it felt soooo good to just sleep.  I havent been getting much sleep lately due to the new puppy crying and wanting constant attention.

Thus I am remembered why I dont want kids for awhile.

At least by choice I wont have kids for awhile.  
By the way I am sorry to all of you that I've been grouchy with for the past few weeks  I seriously havent felt good in the least.  
Im having headaches, stomachaches, dizziness, moodiness and lots of tiredness, 
Dont even think it thank you! Its just tooo much stress of trying to get good grades and Im worn thin please be patient with me if I suddenly out of the blue bite your head off.  I always carry ducttape if I get too annoying ,
Feel free to use it on me.
Well Im gonna go take a nap, LUV YA LL

Current Location: at my desk
Current Mood: crappy
Current Music: silence, seriously its silent in here

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Current Location: halfway awake at my desk
Current Mood: Moody, gotta problem w/ it?
Current Music: nuthin thankfully

Yup I'm back, I also have like another account on blogger.com being www.blogger.com/ravenchick07 but yes, and I have a bunch of other stuff going on. Yuppers school starts on Tuesday and heaven knows I'm not lookin' foreward to it, well scratch that I am but I'm not. I have alot on plate already and adding school to it will suck.

The plus? About another five chapters and I am so done with my pirate story, dear gosh that's taken me 6 years to finish. *claps for myself*. Anyway I also have a short story going on at http://www.ourstory.com/story.html?v=42627

Anyways....hmm whats been going on with me ehish? Just spending time with my boy! I can never do that enough, although on the days he's working I am bored and wishing I had something to do other then watch T.V, I should really try to hang out with Erinn or Shally or someone!!

But of course I can just wait until school and I'm sitting on the edge of my seat for no reason. I've woken up the last four mornings feeling all anxious and maybe its just about school It is my senior year and I cant goof off if I'm gonna make everyone in my freakin family happy.

All I've been hearing lately is how I need to not mess up my life my senior year blah blah. Its like I dont want to go to college Id rather stay home and draw. But oh well life is life eh?

I'll write more later

Current Location: At my Desk
Current Mood: Anxious for my own reasons
Current Music: Nuthin as of yet

And again Im sitting here going wha??? lol Im bored, but I am talking to my friends so its better! I will be going into the big city of G---R and taking my pup pup Natty with me. We have a lot of fun. She likes to lay on my stomach and sleep. When she gets bigger that will be a problem.

About Eric,
OMG hes still my hott boy!! ;) double wink ;) I LOVE HIM, but yeah anyways...

lol and I havent got to see him much this week at all.

Im ALONE SO ALONE, but hopefully I will see him on saturday...

Only two more days...

I think I might be able to live....

Current Location: At My desk
Current Mood: blahish...wha??
Current Music: The Fray-Little House

No one ever posts on here any more and it saddens me. I have nothing to do at the moment except maybe rpg around. For once I got to create the story line with a bunch of freaks like me.

Yahoo.

At anyrate Im bored but happy. You know that happy type of bored where you lay around bored but happy and cooking to death on a warm day? Yes, that is me. Wow, my writing style really sucks, whats happening to me??? HELP. Anyway.

I am enjoying working on my pegamals and cholfs. They keep me company though the one always wants to chomp on the otherone. HEHE

Yes I am ok I think .Im just trying to get back in my fantasy writing mood. I cant believe Im almost a month into summer and havent completed more then thirty pages. It hurts. Of course when I get my own computer fixed I will be working like a mad worker bee on my pirate story which my characters keep roaming around dragging their rapiers and going "Can we continue yet" and its annoying me.

Read all that and tell me...would u like to be in my head?

MAWHAHAHAH
(ps my sugar is low)

Current Location: On my second Perch
Current Mood: amused
Current Music: Wha? None at the moment

lol, ok so Im sorry I havent updated in like FOREVER!

Been grounded, and um I kinda forgot about writing in here just because I have.
So how did your spring break go may I ask all my friends?

Mine went swell, a LOT boring and a LITTLE interesting.

Figure that one out.
I guess you may say that being grounded from my Eric just about KILLED me. But I played the good but ANNOYING as all get out child and got to call him on Friday which totally made my day.
Then I had Britt over on .... was it Saturday or Monday? One of those days which was cool.
Then I wrote 20+ pages in my story about the Freethinkers and stuff.
Then I drew a couple pictures.
Then I watched the OC on Thursday
Then I watched Sex and the City practically every night at 11pm.

Prolly the only chick in HS that watches it
But oh well.
But still its amusing. I can so totally see that being my friends and me in like 10 years lol.

PS
I got to spend time with my Eric today
I LOVE YOU MY DEAR

Current Location: at my desk
Current Mood: content
Current Music: All American Rejects

What is that title? lol I dont know what it means. Other then Im a bit confused. I'm not a real lover of this whole religion thing but the more I go to church the more Im left asking...

Why can't you worship the Goddess and worship the Christan God? Seriously, as a person who used to practice both it wasnt that hard. I could pray to God and I could pray to the Goddess, mainly I found it more appealing to set up my candles and pray to the Goddess back in my Wiccan days. <==ok so that was only like a couple of months ago. Mainly only let people know I was Wiccan after Adam broke up with me, but still. But I guess you could light a few candles and pray to God too. Hmmm gives you somethin to think about doesnt it?

Yeah and that day that Im drawing a picture of those weird pegamals that I draw and putting this line out of the Wiccan Reid<==spelt it wrong== on it the whole "Be true to love this you must do unless your love is false to you" part and my pastor started talking about Paganism. And as always who did he look at, yeah me. Its like just because I drew the Wiccan symbol on the board...

yeah Katie and I tossed a few spells, yeah, dont ask how that went, we wont name the people but at least my dear I've never done any while going out with you. I never will, I dropped the whole Im half Wiccan thing two weeks before I really started talking to you.
And the Threefold law, any of you interested in the whole Wiccan thing please mind the Threefold law, and heaven only knows DONT CAST A CURSE unless you are prepared to have it hit you three times

Yeah, my brother Corey was the first person in our family to cross the Religion line and become Wiccan, <===single exception about him, he practices Black Magic as well as White,

Ah our family secrets hehe
but yeah, Im over the Wiccan thing
For awhile anyways lol

Current Mood: crazy
Current Music: nuthin cause I aint got my radio here

I am so happy you let me come over today. I had a very good time. Any time with you is a good time my dear. I really didnt want to leave lol tonight, I would have rather have stayed with you. In your arms where I actually feel like I belong. And where I dont have to worry about anything.

I love you

And I can never say it enough.


Always remember that my dear

Current Mood: enthralled
Current Music: nothing ..... yet